Jon’s post made me think about alot of things. And like I said in my comment over there, there is a piece of me that I see in the words he wrote. The part about, “Why don’t I beg God to do things that He alone can do???” And if I were to really admit it…really admit the truth, I am too stubborn to trust Him completely. I am too stubborn to let go of MY control. To say, “Here you go Lord…I need your help.” I know that this is part of the issue I have with His silence at times. I also know that He is there and all I need to do is yell out His name. I know I have been here before. But I also know that during these times I have yelled His name and He came running. What is different today? I know He is there. I know that I can turn to Him. I know that I should trust Him. I know that my life would be better off by doing this. Ugh… why am I so stubborn?